The Strangest Twist Upon Your Lips

I can't sit here and say I've been the best guy ever. I mean, I do, but I can't.

I've been with more women than is healthy or reasonable and have, in the end, very little to show for it. Most were far too beautiful, smart, funny, fun, spontaneous or loving for me.

I was far too distant, emotionally unavailable or cheating for them.

I was me.

Now, I have a girl who is probably the smartest, funnest and most caring of any of them. I'm not going to say I'm trying to change for her, but I am trying to be less me.

I don't know what to do.

Currently Listening To: Clipse - Trill