It Is Now And It Is Never

Sitting in a dark room shrouded in smoke and the endless conversations of friends who haven't seen each other in months, I could barely keep my eyes open.

Sitting in a dark room alone at 3 am shrouded in silence, I couldn't even begin to fall asleep. It's as if I didn't even blink.

So currently I've been up for, maybe, 35 hours or so. I'm listening to Destroyer's Rubies right now and feeling somewhat poetic. Perfectly calm and at ease with the world and my place in it. I'm going to sleep like a baby tonight.

Tomorrow, I'm going to wake up and try to call a friend again.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go back to caring.

Currently listening to: Destroyer - Painter In Your Pocket